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Can't seem to feel God's presence. I'm terrified. I love God. I feel I was saved when younger then backslid, then asked be saved again. why I asked if Holy Spirit left me b/c was reading scriptures, two bad thoughts came in my mind about God. felt burning inside body for 5 days, I know they weren't something i'd think of on my own. coud it'd been devil? my pastor said devil doensn't do that. i'm scared. I've prayed, asked for forgiveness repeatedly afterwards, is God still holding me in his hand. |