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I've always been or not always been but for the past few years have been a pretty bad grudge holder. I have been hurt a lot though, by my parents and I was bullied in school a lot growing up too. when I was a young kid I could easily let any hurt roll off my back, sure I might be upset at the moment but I wouldn't end up hating anyone. but I'm trying to be better with the grudge thing because yeah you end up hurting yourself more than other people. it just makes you bitter, hateful and unhappy it is like a cancer and I agree that it's like trying to poison others while really drinking the poison yourself! that and I already have no friends, I don't need a family that I'm mad at 24/7 too even if they're not perfect or even good people sometimes.. |
